HMSA~

all green become grey, all ways become dead end..
weakfull to weakness.. i screaming loud for what i've done..
we build this wall with our trust, and i destroy it easier with a lie..
tears down fall from your eyes, it destroy myself..
it is not what i want, what a stupid fucking moron i am..
she loves me, she cares of me..
my mistake hurts me, slicing each my pulse..
had occured to hurts myself, but it just make my lovely girl hurts twice after i lied to her..
i really don't know myself until now, is this me ? why i lie ? it's not me..
who am i ? i lost myself, i lost my behavior..
im blind, out of mind.. what i've done before is killing my own self, and her twice or more..
i hate myself alone ! hate myself alone !
everything i will take for cover what i've done.. even it will hurts me a lot..
i really really regret for it.. forgive me dear girlfriend..

the otherside me

fall kill my body, and guilt will not disappear..
has frozen the whole feeling, the sensitivity of the soul..
feels a little shadow that you left me.. 
i can see all the pain in your eyes, pain made by me..
make a scar in your heart.. im dying to fix it..
i won't stop to fix it, i really regret for my mistake..