HMSA~

all green become grey, all ways become dead end..
weakfull to weakness.. i screaming loud for what i've done..
we build this wall with our trust, and i destroy it easier with a lie..
tears down fall from your eyes, it destroy myself..
it is not what i want, what a stupid fucking moron i am..
she loves me, she cares of me..
my mistake hurts me, slicing each my pulse..
had occured to hurts myself, but it just make my lovely girl hurts twice after i lied to her..
i really don't know myself until now, is this me ? why i lie ? it's not me..
who am i ? i lost myself, i lost my behavior..
im blind, out of mind.. what i've done before is killing my own self, and her twice or more..
i hate myself alone ! hate myself alone !
everything i will take for cover what i've done.. even it will hurts me a lot..
i really really regret for it.. forgive me dear girlfriend..